asking becuz I do know that all here are just people and not the above [no offense] ..My faith is like slipping slightly but not so slightly which scares me but coming from a suggestion that i am not going to make it as a christian because my faith is not enough to please God ''' 

I get a sudden idea that I am not liked by other christians because I do not keep obvious this big faith or super belief BUT some such ideas come from the TV evangelists who put faith on a total faulty 'weaker' foundation away from the biblical truths[ out of basic contexts] ! To those who are Saved there will be even spiritual wars going on with the 'Enemy'..Faith is not always pure and flawless because there is not just perfection in real life here and later.But I must grab a hold that Jesus died for my sins /purchased me with His shed blood as it is in that New Covenant ! Which I do not prefer to get this from most TV religions who add 'junk sugar to things. I need input and encouragement by any believers who read my posts here or do more then pray for me if you can please.I do not like that 29palms when you are a christian some days you are not near any other believers and cannot be for several days ..It's not practical in that to be a loner see![I mean that after you do Sundays etc].It's not going to a group so much but that I really need a christian comrade too.Ask the LORD to hear the needs.